none of your buisness

NEW JOURNAL

2004-01-07T21:19:52Z

My new journal name "emptyblackheart" go there for new updates

Yo Yo Yo

2003-12-08T01:05:32Z

Whats up everyone?....Well I'm just chillin here listening to Primus and waiting to watch Pirates of the Carribean.Word.Baught it Friday and got to hang out with Ashley,Jonathan, and Ally we all just chilled for a while and then you know went our seperate ways jon and Ally went to the park and Ashley and I stayed in my house and listened to some music...She was getting all pumped for the Buzz Bakesale.Well we chilled for a while.....LOL.....then Jon and Ally got back like 2 mins after Ally's parents got there...oh man.....but we got away with it.Well Saturday was gay as shit...Moving on to today.Now today was very productive..Me,Josh, and Jonathan were hanging out so we took a video camera and some blank tape and did some stupid, painful, and very fun shit...First nevermind the first part lets move on to the second thing...well Jonathan and Josh were jumping off the top of the shed I was taping wasn't all that cool but oh well we taped over it....So we walked all the way to Kash N Karry, we waited a bit and watched for people that worked there to leave and we snagged ourselves a Shopping Cart....now what do you think we did with a camera, three of us, and a Shopping Cart.....HMMM...Well first to go was Jonathan,Jon sat in the Cart and Josh pushed Jon straight into a bush man did Jon fly.Then Jon Pushed Josh, lord it was funny.So next came my turn......I....the stupid som'bitch I am stood up in the cart and got pushed into the grass but while Jon was filming Sirens were going off so all of us freaked out thinking we were gonig to have to run.....turns out it was an Ambulance.So we did it all over again....I, this time instead of going two feet like before went like....5 or more something like that,oh it hurt.So wedecided to Jack it and walk to the lake.On the way there we were behind some old lady,so JOsh starts to tape her walking.When we were turning Jon starts to cuss her out..it was funny, unfortunately Josh didn't tape it.So we got to the lake road and stole oranges in a bag, for no reason at all..so we lose all our oranges in the many crashed we had so we get to the lake and said goodbye to our Shopping Cart and pushed it into the lake....::tear tear:: twas quite a saddening moment...but the thing was completely fucked so we had to get rid of it..Josh taped the saddening moment....Oh well we'll get another one and do more and better stuff.Well that was my weekend..well Peace out all.

Twiggy

MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!.........

2003-11-11T20:05:14Z

Hello Boys and Girls...I'm going to see A PERFECT FUCKING CIRCLE TONIGHT!!!!!!!HELL YEAH!!!!....I am sad I haven't seen Ashley in like a week....I'm sad as a mofo...well I am hopefeully going to see her tomorrow muhah!!Well today my ride JAmin forgot to puick me up today so I sat around and ate and ate and ate....which there is nothing bad with that so whatever...Yeah me and Jon sataround and burnt cd's the one I am lsitening to now Any Body Killa Hatchet Warrior which is bad ass and I have Rancid and ......and out come the wolves, also I have StoneSour selftitled.well.....I don't know what else to say but peace...and Ashley is a Badass

personality2 @ 2003-10-05T13:48:00

2003-10-05T17:51:10Z

Whats up playas.I'm chillin at Kimmy's house and getting my spiffy coat done.Blake is here with me and we are listening techno.and going to Wally World.Updatye again when were back.
Shaggy

personality2 @ 2003-09-30T18:27:00

2003-09-30T22:33:37Z

Today was interesting.I got kicked in the nuts and then everything was just confusing...Then I was supposed to go to Ashley's but couldn't because I ahd no ride home.so....here I sit again..at this damn computer wishing I were doing other things but you know..can't change too much now can you...Well all I want to do now is see blood mine or anyone elses so..I'm taking t that its only mine I can see....oh well to work I go.

Shaggy

personality2 @ 2003-09-23T16:38:00

2003-09-23T20:49:10Z

Well today was good.I got my bag back, I did stuff with friends and then it went down the shitter...People saying shit that they have no idea about me....I want you to think about this for a while..if you don't know me all that well, don't say shit you have no idea about...No one knows what I went through what I go through or anything about me....I should have went to Sebastian and continued to smoke pot, it makes me oblivious to the world, I never had to worry about my problems and what otehr people think about me...I still don't care about what people think about me but now I have to deal with my problems and deal with the world around...I refuse to be pulled to down to this pathetic world hence I listen to my music non-stop.Maybe I should quit the school and go to Sebastian, I should think on everything.But for now, nver say anything about how I know nothing about anything that you know nothing about me or what I went through so...Tomorrow I go to school at 6 and go and work out.
I'm out to think everything over.Later on all.
Shags

personality2 @ 2003-09-15T21:27:00

2003-09-16T01:27:51Z

IT WASN"T MARIJUANA!!!!!!I SWEAR TO GOD!!!!I QUIT POT!!!I AM CLEAN!!

personality2 @ 2003-09-12T23:18:00

2003-09-13T03:23:23Z

I bes chillin wit my dawg jon.......Ok no more wigger talk, well I'm sittin here with jonatahn after chainsmoking my ass off tonight.WEll soonm enough I am now going to kill some brain cells I'm in an ok mood met some BADASS new people...HOpe to see them soon enough Dorothy and Eric...I hope we can chill sometime so I must get their numbers....well I'm out to kill some brain cells..HURAY!!!!

Shags

personality2 @ 2003-09-11T23:03:00

2003-09-12T03:05:57Z

Today was.....School.Tomorrow School....The day after that....HOT TOPIC TO GET BOOTS AND I"M RIPPING OUT MY CARPET!!!!Awsome. Later on.

Shaggy

ARG

2003-09-04T00:18:51Z

OLIVIA IS A BADASS!!!!

OLIVIA IS AWSOME!!!!

2003-09-03T23:57:48Z

OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA IOLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLOLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!IVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVEOLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!! YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA I LOVE YOU!!!!OLIVIA IS AWSOME!!!!MUCH" LOVE TO YOU OLIVIA FOR DOING MY JOURNAL AND BEING AWSOME!!!!!

Um....

2003-09-03T22:23:17Z

God is pising on me I know it.He has no love for me anymore...maybe thats why I hate love so much...hmmm....a thing to think about...a very god thing to think about...Well whatever if he feels that he should fuck me up more than I am oh well..I'll just sit by and take it liek I do with everything else.Today was pretty good.I got two new cds one from TWIGGY!!!my buddy the one I'm listening to Cradle of Filth's "Damnation and a Day", Badass cd..and Primus "Brown Album"l, another Badass cd...well...not too much else to say...so..Later on
Shags

Arg...

2003-09-01T23:35:18Z

Today I woke up sat around then...my friend called and asked me to the skate park so I went.I had fun I need to start skating alot more.Well last Saturday I did my hair actually Jonathan did then...I did something I have been wanting to do for a few months....I GOT BAKED OFF MY ASS!!!!.....crazy right..Man oh man I finally had to get that shit out of my system I had been depressed for a few days it hasn't showed but I have been shit still going through my head..I disliked it..Bad thoughts.....EXTREMELY bad thoguhts, that are only thought out of pure anger and depression..but I toked and made myself feel 100% better...now everyone is saying weird things..Today I was paying to go into the skate park and Gay Ass Corey Walls was sittin and tells me that my hair was gay so you know I'm still in a bad mood and shit it was early so.....I said I don't give a fuck what you think,and keep on saying shit..That mother fucker did say anything else I was hoping he wanted to fight...I seriously wanted to fight someone..I hope he tries to fight me sometime..Well I'm gonna eat my pizza and relax...later on
Shaggy

Fuck You

2003-08-24T23:33:15Z

Again....Life comes back and macks me in the face...Life is shit so I have noticed, people lieing about things that seem easy to tell th truth about..Slave, I'm a slave to your words....Your such a slave.Time will heal...or so they FUCKING say.I don't beleive it...They put a gun in my hand, I use it,not on anyone but myself..Put a blade in my hand I use it...Life is shorter than normal when people you think love you don't...lies filling your head and heart slowly eating away...A shot rings out to the what peice of heart I have left over....Love is it real?.I don't beleive it..Secrets told..promises broken...Words of hatred filling my head and my heart..I dare not say them..Time will show them.My love for love has died...The search has ended...So I once again say.....FUCK IT!FUCK YOU AND YOUR LOVE....FUCK THIS WORLD!!....I say with hatred that I dare not speak....FUCK LOVE!....and yes...FUCK THE WEAK MINDED AND WEAK HEARTS!!....I leave you with these words for I have nothing more to say..These words are the only ones I dare let pass through my bloodied lips from chewing and biting from hatred I hold in....I bid ye all a good life but then again I don't...I take back the good life we all are damned to live the hatred we feel,if you hold it in you are damned to live it....

FUCK THIS

2003-08-11T00:45:44Z

Fcuk everyone...I hate everythingh about this.I just got broken up with....again.You know I hate Fucking EVERYONE.I can never keep a good relationsip everyone winds up breaking up with me.It never lastss two weeks.FUCK THIS AND EVERYONE..I have no oneI can actaully love.Everyone just lies to me.I should have never done anything and now just wish I never got stopped from killing myself those many times, life is shit for me..I'm stopping with everyone.I don't need all this heartbreak..so everyone thanks, I now know I can't have a single relationship with anyone.Sorry if I wasted your time while dating any of you reading this.I won't be updating for a long time unless something spectacular happens don't expect that any time soon.

Ian

add on

2003-08-10T23:40:00Z

ok I know what it means...I just had to read it...thats my buisness no one elses later

School!!

2003-08-10T23:38:55Z

Well, I start school officially tomorrow.....huray.....Today Iwent to the mall and baught new shoes, a bag,school supplies, and two new pairs of pants.Yay...Well now that I am home alot of people are either not online or away and it saddens me because of some people that are gone....I took a quiz today off of Ashley's journal, about what metal band are you and I'm Coal Chamber and they kickass so I am pretty happy with the results...don't know what that meanss but you know hey..

~|Coal Chamber|~
You Are Coal Chamber

Which Metal Band Are You?
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there is is if you want to take it..well I'm off to eat and put in a cd and hopefully talk to someone.

Huray for good days....but they always seem to come to an end....

2003-08-04T02:28:36Z

HURAY!!Today was a good day, I got to see Ashley.We spent all day together which was cool as hell.I baught two cds, and ate pizza.We went and saw a movie again.I'm not complaining, but it was a chick flick except for the kickass stoner Grandma..HELL YEAH SHE WAS HOTT AND COOL.....I was kidding about the hott part, cool part yes she was.She was always stoned it was great.I didn't care what movie I saw as long as I was with her.Well we walked into lows and took the keys from ym mom and sat down in the van for a while talking and noticing things.Then unfortunately the day ended.....But I got to talk to her a bit ago yay....now....I'm off to another house with no computer so I have to come home when I get my webcam.yeah I am buying one to fuck with yay.get pics of all my friends.so....now I am off to the other house...If I don't call call my cell...
Ian

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2003-07-29T01:02:15Z

Look ewveryone I'm updating my journal.Everyone is telling me how I should so I guess I should since people like reading it which is...pretty suoprising.Well yeah I have my girlfriend now which makes me very happy.YAY!I'm also talking to Jessica after a long while.I'm happy catching up on summer happenings.SOme things I haven't told anyone except for when the peopel are there because it shows hoe much of a dumbass I am.Oh and another thign I'm at yet another house and wait theres more I"m going to another one Next week.I'm barely ever home this summer which is kinda cool because I'm all alone for a whole week which is awsome for me.I just sit around and tlak to people online and watch the animals and watch dvds all day.Until my friends come over.Now I haev a trampolene yeah go me I don't know how to spell it but I'm probably going to get hurt oh yeah.I'm also back into skating so I am having more outside activities.....sorta, but yeah having fun doin all my sports (Skating and doing idiodic shit with Jonathan Keevil) so yeah.Thats pretty much it for a while. well I'm outie to eat once again.

Happy

2003-07-28T01:44:36Z

Today I had to help my mom cut down trees.I got to use a chainsaw!!!!!!AND THEN....I asked out Ashley and she said YES!!Go me.I am pretty sure this relationship will go good.YAY!!!Well I'm hungry again......so later

Boed and yetso curious

2003-07-22T17:35:31Z

Jonathan Davis, the lead of KoRn, you are hardcore
and you let everyone know it. You have your own
sense of style and everyone is trying to grasp
it and call it their own. You are always in
charge and people are frightened of you...but
you want them to be so it's all good...

Which Hot Rock Star are you? (guys)
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I'm Joatahn Davis when he was cool now hes not as cool but his new song is badass!!

Quizes

2003-07-10T20:24:16Z

Punk Goth

What Kind of Goth Are You?
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SEX APPEAL

(results contain pictures) What kind of ANIME BOOBS do you have?
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LOL This is great....I'm all sex appeal like LOL

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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.

What kind of kiss are you?
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I wouldn't know.....

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god you dumbass.

What swear word are you?
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Look its true i am a dumbass!!

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schizoid

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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I told you I was messed up

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Bondage movie! You're into BSDM (Bondage &
Discipline, Dominance & Submission) and chances
are, you're fond of whips, chains, harnesses,
and tight leather outfits. You like to mix a
little pain with a LOT of pleasure, baby!

What kind of porno would you star in?
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interesting.... I'm not saying anything......

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What Kind of Drunk Are You?

hmmmm....heh heh

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How straight edge are you?
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LOL

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Looky

2003-07-10T19:15:28Z

Shrooms.
Star light,
star bright,
what images will I see tonite?

Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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look I'm a shroom my old nickname....how ironic

Hungry

2003-07-10T18:45:43Z

Well if you nknow me which you most likely do if your reading this, you know I'm always hungry. Well Idecided to add it this time. And things have changed I'm sitting here and listening to music while thinking of something to do.WOW!!! I usually don't think...suprised aren't ya?!¿!?!¿!?! Well I must now venture to the kitchen which is soooooo fuckin far away to get up and walk.er.....

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2003-07-02T23:54:28Z

Well life is shitty as always but oh well.I'm workin again tomorrow.And I am going to be watching another house for a while I need to know when so I can plan shit out.I am still alone and hating it most of the time but still can't find a person that I could actually have a good relationship.They ususally just blow up in my face.So I continue to wait and wait....